I didn’t understand why you left. Maybe I just didn’t care.

Maybe I just didn’t really know you.

You’ve been gone forever and I didn’t think much of it.

Then one day my heart started wanting you in my life.

Then I believed in every hope I find to see you again.

I prayed that you were there waiting for me. Looking after me.

I cried from the pain that life did not give me. Life without you.

I heard your voice when I answered my own prayers.

You lifted me up by the strength of my beliefs.

I always had your face in my heart through tough times.

Yet I suffered while I kept you in there. I denied the pain.

You were my hero even though I didn’t feel your heartbeat.

You were mine even when your image wasn’t clear.

I felt the love from everyone else but I only wanted yours.

My questions stayed silent and assume I knew everything.

Your smile, your voice, and your tears.

There is not a day that goes by without you in my heart.

They say I smile like you, I sound like you, I hurt like you.

Stories I wanted to be a part of and I wish I’ve seen.

My prayers stopped but my love didn’t.

The little time I had with you is enough for me.

I will let life tell me in the end, otherwise….

Nothing is wasted. I will forever rejoice your life.